Thursday, August 30, 2012

How you doing?

Every weekday morning, I get an email around the same time from DH. He always sends me one first thing when he gets to work, and I really just sit here (if I have the time) and wait for it. Just so I know he is safe. This morning, as I was driving him to the train, DH looked at me, and said:
We used to love watching Friends together, so he started asking it like that usually when he had some really good sex the night before. And we did. It involved some nakedness, some spanking, fingering, the whole thing. Mhhhh. Very hot sex!
But this morning, I answered: "Okay."
I could see my husband's red warning lights going off above his head.
"Why? What?"
My nephew is leaving today. He has been with us for five weeks now, and we are even thinking about offering for him to live with us permanently. So this summer was about seeing if it would work, because he is a handful. But DH and I both agree that we could do it, and would want to.
So I started telling him how I was feeling.
Sad that he is leaving.
Kind of happy to have just my children again. And feeling guilty because of it.
Relaxed from last night, the orgasms (oh yeah plural...).
And apprehensive because school is starting again in one week, and I don't even know what I am going to do with myself.

So, this morning, sitting here reading blogs on my blogroll, waiting for DH's email, I get this one from him:

Hello my beautiful, sensitive, beautiful, lovely, wonderful wife.
I love you.

This was exactly what I needed, just like last night. I love you DH. I love how you treasure me, and take care of me when I need it.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

TMI Tuesday #3

Found this on Mrs. Soft Bottom's site, thought it would be fun!
1. Have you ever initiated a booty call?
 Yes! DH sometimes gets up early, like way early, and goes to his computer. Well that morning, I woke up when he left, and instead of getting up, I texted him saying: "Sex?" Nothing else. He came back to the bed within one minute. :D
2. Have you ever accepted a booty call?
3. Ever had a “friend with benefits” relationship? How long did it last? Are you still friends or acquaintances with that person? Are you still having sex with that friend?
4. Tell us about your best one-night stand, what made it so good?
I have had one one-nightstand when I was 17. The only reason I remember is because he didn't speak my language, and he made me cum. But still, nothing spectacular.
5. When was your last one-night stand?
Loooooong time ago. 
6. What’s the grimiest, dirtiest place that you’ve had sex?
The one-night stand. It wasn't pretty.
Bonus: What’s the one random thing you wish your friends knew about you?
People tend to tell me all kinds of very personal information. DH says that is because I am such a good listener, and after all these years, I am starting to believe it too.

How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!

Monday, August 27, 2012

I want to take you to Paradise!

I had gotten so used to our house being full, I am having a hard time deciding what I want to write about now that I don't need to complain about no maintenance anymore. I guess spanking really did take a step back in our lives. We did talk about it, and we did do it, but not like we have been able to do it in the last week again. I feel like I remember these spankapades.
DH moved our maintenance to Saturday, which works  great for us, although we had chosen Sunday because it is the night before a new week starts, and I kind of really liked that. But since we can now have spankapades again, I am sure I will feel very connected again on a regular basis.
My nephew from Germany is leaving this week, and I am trying to figure out how I feel about it, but I have come to the conclusion that it is okay to have two very different opinions and thoughts on the subject. On the        one hand I am looking forward to just my children, on the other, I wish he would stay with us. DH has been very good dealing with me though, he is here for me, listens to me, and really just supports me. He comes home after working all day, and helps me put them to bed, because I am simply to exhausted.  I am so lucky!
This weekend we took my nephew to Mt. Rainier. Mt. Rainier is a 14,000 foot volcano that dominates the landscape south of Seattle. The trip was long, lots of winding roads, kids tired of being in the car, constantly having to stop to go to the restroom. I was pretty much done with the trip by the time we were almost to the park. I told DH so too.

"We can just take a few pics and go you know...." As in, Oh god, get me out of this car and home alone...
"But I want to take you to Paradise!" I turned to him, and he looked directly at me. His love, confidence, and simple HoHness shot straight into me, and I felt a surge of energy. It was amazing. A true moment of him leading.
We didn't end up going all the way up to Paradise because all of Seattle had decided today was the day, and it was packed up there! But we still had a great time, and managed to get in a great bbq when we got home!

Here is to a great week with lots of spankapades for everybody!

Friday, August 24, 2012

Buns of Titanium
Beautiful, exactly how I felt after the spanking.
"Did you read my last post?" (I love blogging! I can get it out and put it on paper, to re-examine later, get feedback, and communicate with DH).
"What did you think? I am not actually sure I want to do that you know."
"What do you mean?"
" Well, you know, the asking for it, and just submitting. I don't think I like it. I want to trust you to lead me/us. You know?" Right, how in the world could he follow that train of thought?!!
"I know what you mean . And I agree. If you feel like you need a spanking, to me that means I am not doing my job right." Silence. I mean what am I to say to that? Cause I kind of agree.
"Go take a shower, I have plans for you."

Once I got out, he watched me put on my nightgown, minus underwear.
"Stand in front of the bed, and bend over." Darn, I don't actually like this position. Cause it hurts. I know that is the point. So I do it. I am not one to argue, well most of the time anyway.
He started giving me little smacks, and then he really started spanking me. On my cheeks, but also down and out to the sides. OUCH! I was squirming pretty quickly. DH has been working out, and I can tell a difference. Seriously.
"Okay, stand up." I tried but I was so dizzy and in a different place, he had to hold on to me. After he was sure I could stand, he went and go THE box, picked out the wooden spoon (just noticed, haven't reviewed that yet), the leather paddle, and the dildo. He sat down on the bed, and motioned for me to come over his lap. Happy happy, I did.

He warmed me up good. "I want to see your ass glowing tonight." DH started talking to me, about our situation, about us and how we do ttwd, asking for it. His spanks were getting harder and more precise with every spank. He grabbed the wooden spoon, told me which implement he had and proceeded to stroke me with it. But I was already clinching. I mean that thing really hurts. It is so thuddy, feels like it hits way to hard and goes way to deep. I don't know how many times he spanked me with it. I was trying not to  count. I had put my feet against the headboard, trying to keep them down, but it was hard. I started squirming. OUCH, OUCH, OUCH.
"I am going to give you ten more. Count out loud." I did, the last three were the hardest though. He gave it all his might.
He stopped, put the dreaded spoon away,  used his hand for a few minutes, and grabbed the paddle.
"I have the leather paddle now. Lets see how you like that." I always like the paddle, but ouch!

He spanked me good. Really good. Toward the end, he started exploring with his other hand. He figured out that I hold very still when he enters me  with a finger or two. The feeling is just incredible, being fingered, explored, and spanked all at the same time.

 I feel great today. Although this morning in bed, we were cuddling, my butt still feeling the love, he flipped me over to inspect. "Not a single sign of it. Man, you have buns of titanium!"

And btw, we now have a locking door. Yay! And my step son works till after eleven every night. And our friends moved out!

Thursday, August 23, 2012

A different approach perhaps?

Okay, how sexy is this picture? I just love it! I found in on "My Dissolute Life" although I have to admit, I only looked at the picture, didn't read anything.

As to my last blog post, Asking for it, DH and I are starting to work this out. So no news yet, we have to figure it out first. Reading some blogs from male perspectives has helped me understand it from a guy's perspective. I was reading some dominants blog last night, and he pointed out that he wants the submission of the female to be given not asked for. This really stuck with me because I know DH feels that way too. And Ponyboy's blog post really helped me think about this whole asking for it thing differently too.
But, this is a work in progress....

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Asking for it.

Asking for a spanking really just doesn't sit well with me. This has been a recurring theme for me and DH I guess, and I just recently understood why I avoid it. I don't want DH to feel like he failed me, which is what he always says whenever we do finally get around to it. It being a spanking. The last time I got a spanking, it was after this post. DH had of course read it on the train ride home.
 He was a little subdued that evening, and I kept trying to lighten up the mood. I even put on my outfit without him having to ask for it. I had ordered some new white above the knee socks, got the play box out and put it next to the bed.
DH liked the outfit. Who wouldn't? Even I think I look hot and adorable (weird combination) in it.
He had me standing in front of our dresser while he went and took a shower. Nothing like standing there with nothing to do but think.

When he got out, he guided me over his lap on the bed, and started spanking me. I love when he spanks me in bed because I feel so connected to him. He started telling me how dissapointed he was in himself for once again waiting to long, letting the reins slack, and not being the HoH he wants to be, the HoH I would like him to be. Instead of punishing me with a spanking, he really just felt bad himself, and spanking my butt ended up reassuring him more than me.

I got a comment from Dee on my last post .
"Interesting point of how DH feels when you ask for a spanking. The first thought that sprang to my mind was, DH making it a rule. As in, when you feel you need a spanking, that you must tell him your needs. Could be a good submission exercise?"
My first thought was, Brilliant! But then I got to thinking, that could really end up biting me in the butt. Like seriously. Which is what makes it brilliant, isn't it?
I told DH to go read the last comment on my blog, and he responded:

"Wow! Yeah, I like it. The consequences for NOT telling me… paddle. ;)"

Big shocker there, he likes that. Plus, ever since my birthday spanking he has been looking for an excuse to get the evil paddle back out again. This feels like it might  turn into a rule pretty soon. Thanks Dee! lol

Monday, August 20, 2012

Don't want to brag too much...

....but I just had the best weekend ever!

DH and I went camping with a friend of his and his family. I had never met either of them, and was a bit apprehensive. But it worked out perfectly!
I don't really know what to blog about today, so I figured a picture or two would be good too!

This was the view of the Pacific when we got there. As you can see, it was misty, rainy, and pretty miserable.

I thought my non-American readers might like to see what Americans do on their beaches. I don't know if you can drive on the beach in any other country, but I do know that I still think it is weird.

Basically same location as first pic, only sunny and not cold.

And FYI, I finally figured out why I don't like to ask for a spanking! Every time that I do ask or bring it up, DH feels like he is failing at doing ttwd, and I don't think he is at all. I think he is actually doing a great job being my leader, the head of our household. Its just sometimes that I start itching for one.
And I did get one. And another one the next morning, and let me tell you, a spanking on a well-spanked butt, hurts!

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Stupid me.

"Why don't you go and get into your outfit?"
"Arg, do I have to, it is so hot. The outfit is pretty warm all by itself you know...."
"Oh, mh, it is pretty warm, okay, well you want to skip the spanking then?"
We finally had the house to ourselves, yeah! But it was warm, plus I don't really like when he asks, I want him to know what he wants and then make me do it.
"Mh, maybe...." No not really, I wanted to skip the outfit, but I also didn't want to tell him that I want him to want to spank me, no matter what I think about it. (Rereading that make me chuckle at us women)
"Well I will go take a shower then."
I was laying in bed, waiting, turned on, thinking that if I present my bottom, maybe he will get the idea.
Nope, he didn't. He started stroking me, I sucked his cock for along while and he patted my bottom. I kept wiggling at him, but no spanking for me.

So I guess it really is my fault. I could have had a spanking, but once again, I don't like asking for it. I want DH to know and to decide when to give me a spanking, or not. Feels more submissive to me. He is going to be annoyed with me for writing it here though, but it seems I can express myself better here, than having to explain it to him in person.

I like the picture, it seems to represent how I feel about my actions last night.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

In the Sign of the Lion

While I was growing up in Germany, and especially once I got in my teens, there was always a Saturday late night porn on TV. I remember wanting to stay up for it, it started around 11 or 11.30 and often I wouldn't make it and fall asleep. I had my own TV in my room. A few times though, I did make it. 
My first porn I ever watched was called "I lovens Tegn" which I think is Danish. In Germany this was dubbed into German. So as you can imagine a lot of my masturbating fantasies were based on that movie. And I used those memories in my head for a long time. Once I saw it again, it was fun to see the actual scene and see how my mind had modified it for my own  tastes.
So over the years, I would type the title I remembered  in Google and see what I would find. Low and behold, last year, I found the movie! Not for watching online, but to order a DVD. Being an adult now, I actually get to do it, right? Well I felt really guilty for ordering a porn basically, but at the same time I was just so excited. I was going to surprise DH, but as usual, I couldn't keep my excitement to myself. He was a bit skeptical about the hairy aspect. I mean, this was from the 1970s, so hairy pussies were a given. 
Once the movie finally arrived, we realized that it was only subtitled, and we would actually have to be pay attention while watching it. We started watching it, got about half way through and got sidetracked. Oops.........
Anyway, this last Sunday, DH really wanted to finish watching it, and we did. What a fun activity to do with your loved one. At least for us. We were both naked on the bed, intertwined. The movie was funny, a lot of sex, and I just really enjoyed it. There were even two spankings in there, but they lasted just a few swats. I did get my Sunday maintenance once the movie was over too. Mhhh.

This got me thinking though, aren't there more erotic movies like that out there? You know, with a plot? And sex? And maybe even some more serious spanking? Maybe even something historical?

How old were you when you first watched something porn like? I say porn like because when I first watched the movie, it was just amazing and so 'omg', now I see the humor in it along with the sex.
So anybody have any suggestions for me? Or tales to tell? I don't even know it is normal for an 11 year old to watch this movie like I did. Was I an early bloomer? No clue....    

Edited to include this link: A little more about this movie!

Monday, August 13, 2012

I got some, I got some!

As I was lying in bed  Saturday morning, intertwined with DH, the feeling of being totally spent relaxing every bone and muscle in my body, I was looking at the angels above my bed, and noticed for the first time how modest these angels are. I mean, how have I not noticed that they are modestly looking away from my bed? 
Must be because of the most amazing sex DH and I have been having over the last, mh, lets see, about 11 months I guess. Ever since we have started doing ttwd really. The first few years of our marriage, we had sex, lots of it, but I was never able to cum, unless everything was quiet, his kids weren't with us, and nothing distracted me. To a degree I am still like that, I still can't do it with the tv on or music playing, but I have gotten better at tuning things out.

Like Saturday morning. Well actually lets start with Friday night. We were sitting in our room, patiently waiting for my step son to go to bed, watch TV, or who cares what, instead he comes into our room.
"Can I light a fire in the backyard?" He is asking with his guitar strapped over his shoulder already. (This is new territory, when he lived with us before, he would just do things, bugging the crap out of us.)
DH looked at me, rolled his eyes as I was bursting out laughing. I mean, we were sitting there waiting to go through the backyard into the woodshed. DH was going to tell him no, you may not, but I shook my head at him slightly, and he gave in. Its not that I didn't want woodshed time, cause believe me, I did, but I thought it was more important to reward the good behavior of my stepson.
Then Saturday morning. I was slowly waking up, cuddling up to DH, reaching around him, touching his cock.  DH turned over to give me better access. The house was still  quiet, the door was closed, we really started. DH had just leaned over to investigate my newly shaved pussy as the door burst open. Oh the frustration! DH yelled at our 7 year old, who should know better. He sent her out of the room, and bunch up my white panties he was still holding, and threw them against the wall.

"FUCK!" He was embarrassed that he had been caught, and frustrated of course. Like me. He leaned away from me, ready to get up, when I asked him if he was done. He turned to me, focused on me, and I could see him making the decision to not let this interrupt us. He went and locked all the doors.
He flipped me over, and started spanking me. Right then and there. He was letting all his frustration out on my butt, hitting my butt cheeks over and over with all his might. He got up, retrieved the leather paddle, and started again. He didn't say a word, he didn't go slowly like he usually does, he just let it all out.
I started squirming, but he kept on going. My legs were slowly coming up, I was really trying not to move, but it started to really hurt, and he wasn't speaking to me, therefore I had to focus on what he was doing.
After he put the paddle away, he nudged my head down, and I sucked him for a while, taking my time, while he had his hand on my warm (and I am sure glowing) butt cheeks.
He proceeded to enjoy my ministrations, then turned me around, entered me from behind, bringing me really close, only to pull out again, and retrieving the leather paddle again. Have I mentioned that I really like that one? Mhhhhhh. I don't remember much more, I remember lying there after though and looking up at the angels, and noticing, for the first time, that they are modestly looking somewhere else. Perfect.

And our seven year old had to write lines on how to knock on a closed door.

Sunday, August 12, 2012

Seattle Space Needle.

Nothing spanking related, that is coming next. But here are some pretty  pictures from our trip up the Space Needle the other week.

I hope everybody is having a wonderful day and weekend!

Friday, August 10, 2012

Oh Thank God its Friday!

We came back from our vacation last Friday, and had the rest of the weekend to settle back in, and get ready to be apart again. I had looked forward to our vacation because I was just so excited to be with DH all the time.
 When I woke up on Monday, I didn't even want to wake up. I mean, yes, I never want to wake up, but on Monday it was so blatantly obvious that our vacation was over, I was really down. I knew DH would be at work a lot, I would be home with the kids, and my step son is in our home as well.

Well I almost made it! It is Friday morning, I have to start the dough for our Friday pizza soon, and I should be doing homework so I won't have to bother with it this weekend.
But I am having motivational issues. Mainly, I don't have any motivation. Mostly because I am horny. Really horny. I could take care of myself, but I don't want to. I want to have sex with my husband. Is that too much to ask? I guess it is. Over the last three nights, we have been interrupted one way or another.

1. We were out in the woodshed, just got there, when DH's cell phone rings, and our house guest was on the phone telling us she was back to pick up some stuff. (Their stuff is still in the room, but they don't sleep here anymore.) So in we went. Can you imagine how disappointed I was? I mean, we were out there, ready to do something in private, you know something along the lines of: A spanking, fucking, maybe more spanking, finished with a blow job, and what we got was: ZERO!
2. DH had to work late therefore, no fucking sex for me either.
3. House guests not here, but step son. Step son sitting on the couch in the living room. Quietly. He didn't even have the TV on loud. DH and I had been in the shower together. He washed me, he loves to wash me. He gets to explore to his hearts content, he squeezed my tits, touched my clit perfectly, and I was so turned on! But my back hurt, and I said I would wait for him in bed. Well he gets out, does one more check on the house and kids, and comes back telling me out his son sitting there. I guess he lost all interest at that point, and watched the fucking Daily Show. Seriously?

And then this morning, we are waking up, usually I love morning sex, but this morning, I had to pee, and honestly I was still a bit pissed. He was really trying to get me started.

"Whats the matter?"
"Not in the mood?"
At this point, I want to scream. Like seriously? Instead, I tried to be nice about it.
"Well I have to pee, the kids will walk in at any second, and I was horny last night, not now."

Kind of rude, I know. I am so frustrated. I can't get motivated to do school work, I have to do something with the kids today to keep them from driving me insane, but all I can' think about is the fact that the house still won't be fucking empty tonight, DH will be tired, because it is Friday and I still won't get fucking laid! Again.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

If a woman needs it, should she be spanked?

I saw this on A Buck's Doe blog, and just love it. I hope it is okay that I reposted this!
I love her blog, it looks so beautiful and feminin.

On her blog it states that she read somewhere it was from 1963.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Unicorns are good for the Ego!

After my down post yesterday, I had a pretty mellow day, and just decided to not do anything significant that day. I hung out with the kids and just enjoyed their company, after all, I don't do that often enough.
So when I turned on my computer and saw all the comments I got from you guys, I had a big smile on my face, and thank you to Renee Rose for nominating me for the META Awesomest Blog Unicorn award. How sweet! Thank you for thinking of me, and thank you Rosie at Fresh 'n Wild Sassafras for mentioning me too. What a lovely bunch of bloggers I have found!

Award Rules

1. Include the award logo somewhere in your blog.
2. Answer 10 questions you have about yourself.
3. Nominate 10 to 12 blogs you enjoy. Or you pick the number.
4. Pay the love forward: Provide your nominee’s link in your post and comment on their blog to let them know they have been included and invited to participate.
5. Pay the love back with gratitude and a link to the blogger(s) who nominated you.
1. My youngest daughter has about 100 unicorns all over her room, clothes, and bed. She just loves them. I painted a giant rainbow on one of her walls so she feels its magic power when she is in her room.

2. DH called yesterday on his way to the train and told me he got a bonus on top of a bonus! He was soo happy! Before ttwd, he would always say: "You gone give me a blow job now?" And get all passive aggressive about it because of his ex-wife. Apparently any money he brought into the house, she felt the need to make disappear as quickly as possible. So whenever he said that, I would tell him I am not her and I am just happy for him. So, my new rule for him is, any bonus he gets, he gets to keep all to himself, without me making him feel bad or anything. I always make sure he knows I mean it too!

3. DH did get his blow job last night, and even finished in my mouth. Just talking about it this morning, he got hard again. :D

4.I love finding blogs that mention me. Isn't that shallow? It feels shallow, but it was just so nice to read what Rosie said: I don't usually comment because I don't know that I have anything extra to add, but I love to read this blog.  Their story is one of fairy tales, and it's like peeking into Cinderella's life after they ride off in the white pumpkin!  Life and DD may not always sit first chair in their lives, but they seem to be such a strong couple that it's wonderful to read. Isn't that just nice?

5. Our summer is over again.

6. My academic counselor called yesterday and told me I am on track to graduate with honors. Sweet!

7. I am looking for historical spanking stories. Any suggestions?

8. I drive a minivan, and can't wait for the day I don't anymore. Is that wrong?

9. After what happened in Colorado, I am a little scared to go to the movies, and I love going to see movies.

10. I almost got a spanking last night, but my step son was still roaming the yard and house, so no spankings for me. :(

Now to nominating blogs. Well. If you are on my blogroll to the left, that is because I love reading your blog! These are the blogs I always try to make it too, even if I don't really have time for blogging.
Renee Rose, Riley, Christina, Stormy, RosieDee, Conina, SNP, Tess, Kitty, and Susie!

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

A whiny post.

Having a blog about DD or ttwd, I feel like I should have some spanking story to tell, but I really don't. Except for last weekend, nothing really has happened. The house guests, and now my step son, living here, is really putting a damper on our sex life. I mean, don't get me wrong, we have sex, but sadly, nothing mind blowing in a while. And also, nothing dominant really from DH. Well, I mean yes, there was the smacking his butt thing, but if I think about it, I just wanted some attention. I wanted to know if he is even still paying attention. I guess he is, although honestly, it doesn't feel that way.
I miss the more dominant/submissive aspect of ttwd, and not just in the sack, but in all aspects of our lives. It seems we are settling in better into this, but at the same time, I wish there was more. I wish we had more private time together. I miss going to bed at 9 and having sex for hours, as loud as we want. Now I always have to make sure I don't make too many sounds. Plus of course, kids are still up at like 9.30 because of summer. I know, it won't last forever, but at the moment it does feel like it will. Really.

Sunday maintenance. Yeah, right. I feel like we don't even associate Sunday with maintenance anymore.

Sorry I made you read a whiny post. I will try and do something entertaining next time, but for now, I will grab my Diana Palmer book and go read!

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Little Tidbits from my Trip!

1. I haven't been this tan in about 7 years, I love it! Usually I sit in the shade with my children, but this trip they were old enough to go with the relatives, and I got to relax in the sun a bit.

2. I enjoyed 5.75 days out of 7 with DH....(pretty good right? For family everywhere, children screaming, having fun...). Well there is more to the story really. DH hates shopping, and I know that. But when I tell him exactly what I want to get out of a trip to town, he can usually suck it up enough. Not this time. I wanted ten minutes in the book store by myself, and I didn't get it. Big shocker there. Spiraling from that downward, I wanted to find a shirt of the town we were in for my nephew and kids. Not a biggie right? Well DH was already pissy 'in a bad mood', and instead of taking me in hand, as we have decided we want to do, he withdrew, resulting in me getting really annoyed that I once again had the pants on, and led the whole clan out of town. :(
This led to him withdrawing all the way. From me and his family. He would still, somewhat, talk to the kids, but still, very bad mood. We have noticed that the ups are more amazing because of ttwd, and the downs are more intense too. I remembered it, and didn't freak out. I let him have his space, and just didn't talk to him. I figured I wouldn't encourage him being an asshole. And even his mother told her husband that he DH was throwing a hissy fit....

3. Before DH freaked out, we actually managed to get in one spanking followed by really hot and steamy sex. Mhhhh. We were just getting out for an hour, telling his parents we were going to the store. We actually ended up going to the hotel room where I had to change my clothes. I made sure to do this in front of him, while turning my back to him, and he got the idea. He had me suck his cock, which was massive within seconds, and then he pulled me over his lap, giving me a quick but very worthy spanking. Followed by bending me over the other bed and fucking me hard until we both came. Awesome!

4. When we drove by this sign on the side of the road, I almost spit out my coffee I was drinking.  Isn't it just awesome? Who doesn't love a yard sale? Oh, wait, DH doesn't.

5. After writing the first three bulletins, I got a spanking for spanking lightly tapping DH's butt. He doesn't like it. He says it undermines his authority. I agree. But sometimes I just want to know if he still is into it. Is that wrong? I heart the leather paddle though, so all good. I can still sit today.

5. Speaking German and English, mixed at the same time all day long is pretty hard, and very tiring.

6. I managed to write an A+ paper while on vacation. Go Julia! (I am still really proud of myself for that one. It was a hard assignment, not like that pop culture one!)

7. I miss having sex more. Our houseguests are in the process of moving out, but my step son is moving back in, and it seems like we are not going to get back to 'normal' any time soon. At this point, I am not even sure what normal is anymore. I know that when we do manage to have sex, it is always awesome, but at the same time it feels like we never have any time to just have sex, sex, sex. Is it wrong to want more? I don't think so.

8. Summer finally arrived where I am, and I am hot! HOT!

Friday, August 3, 2012

Home again.

I am back! I have missed blogland, but have to admit it was nice to be away from computers for a while!

I will be working on an actual post containing spanking, sex, and hissy fits soon! Have a great weekend everybody!

This bottle has my name all over it!